what you are/were seeking cannot be found, or is not yet ready to be found - i am sorry. it is frustrating.
maybe i(t) will come here soon. maybe it can be found. maybe it will be! for now, though: nothing.
there is a doll behind your screen that lingers too much, & is always behind on what it sets out to do- forgive it, please -
& be a guest again in its more well-lit rooms <3